I had a wonderful day today, filled with all kinds of perfect blessings, being put in the right place at the right time to help another. Such a wonderful feeling. I was the one blessed without a doubt. I hung out with my daughter, finished some of her last minute shopping, tagged my gifts, went to the cemetery, listened to Christmas music, opened Christmas Eve gifts, had Christmas Eve snack foods, and then...
I allowed myself to wish someone a Merry Christmas, and when I got no response, I got angry...
What was I thinking? He is what he is... God shall judge him one day, not me. I will no longer let him ruin another wonderful day in my life. He is so NOT worth it!!! Not to me, anyway...
I still hope he has a Merry Christmas, but he won't hear it from me.
It has taken such a long time to find myself again, after the horrific relationship with him. I love me, and I won't lose me again.
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