Secrets create such a lonely life, a heavy burden, usually of guilt, shame, disgust, be it someone else or your own. It is a feeling of isolation because it is usually felt by you only; the one carrying the secret for another, who is ironically sharing the it with the world. Out of anger and frustration over lies and deceit, they become a weapon. A very unhealthy situation no matter how you look at it. My dilemma, how do you free yourself from it, especially if you have a compulsive personality like mine. I want to erase it from my mind. I don't want to own those secrets ever again. I guess I just continue writing, and praying.
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